Fellow writer, Andrew Barriger,
and our friend and gracious editor, Betty Conley, accepted my
invitation to come out for a road trip through southwestern New Mexico
in October. My husband Cliff and I took them from the desert floor
near Las Cruces to high in the Gila National Forest, and yet the
essence of the setting for Common Sons, while surrounded by mountains
is the picture of the highway in this article, contributed by Betty
Conley. On many roads just like this one, lonely gay and lesbian teens
have no doubt traveled, most likely wondering...
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Not
all that long ago, I embarked upon a road trip that began with my
dipping my toes into the cold water of the Pacific, at a spot near Neah
Bay, at the very northwest tip of Washington state, and ended with
similar contact with the water of the warm Atlantic off Key West,
Florida. In between were hundreds of American small towns with names
like Eltopia, Hays, Kaycee, Haswell, Le Roy, Fredonia, Elida, and
Dilley, mostly just white letters on otherwise green freeway signs,
with an occasional sense of the physical reality nestled somewhere off
to the left or right, usually just by way of fleeting glimpse caught
through trees or among dusty foothills.
Periodically, though, I exited at just such turnoffs, finding myself in
need of gas, food, lodging, or toilet facilities. Small-town America
always an exotic place for me, more foreign than genuinely "foreign"
big cities like London, Paris, Rome, Bangkok, Tokyo (all of the latter
to which I'd been exposed at an early age to the point where finally
touching down in New York City my only comment was: "What's the
supposedly big deal?!").
If I spent a good deal of time in one small town, during my university
years, there was such a distinct dividing line between town and
college, the latter decidedly insular with its theatres (stage and
movie), its visiting artists programs, its lectures, its sports and
recreational facilities, that I don't recall meeting any "townie" the
whole four years (excluding summers, holidays, and many weekends), that
I was in residence.
Meaning
that my road trip exposure to the likes of Wilsall, Glenrock, and
Colwich, found me possessed of contradictory fantasies, every time I
came across some fresh-faced, blue-eyed, studly country boy, either
pumping gas for me (something "attendants" actually still do in middle
America), or seated (unbuttoned shirt exposing tanned flesh still
speckled with bits of barn straw, cowboy hat cocked seductively to
reveal tousled lush blond hair), in the booth next to mine in some
country diner.
Was I dropped suddenly into Edensque settings,
handsome country
bumpkins as innocent and naïve as some people (myself included)
sometimes like to imagine (no matter that no one sees more barnyard sex
than a born-and-bred farm boy does)? Was I actually being cruised when
the kid tipped the brim of his hat with his fore- and middle fingers,
in a kind of salute, provided me with a winning smile, and didn't seem
at all surprised -- "Hi there!" - when I followed him into the bathroom
while he let his you-know-what remain exposed long after he'd finished
what he'd come in there to do? Or, was his slight come-hither nod and
look, upon his preparing to leave the diner, not an indication for me
to follow him for hot and heavy sex into the rows and rows of corn
growing on all sides (Toto, seems we "are", after all, in Kansas) but
veiled invitation for me to be beaten senseless by him and his
queer-baiting redneck buddies?
All of which brings me to my recent reading of Duane Simolke's THE
ACORN STORIES. Simolke obviously knowing more about small-town America
than I do. And lucky for all of us who are interested, he's willing to
share his insights. Revealing, in the process, that burgs like Alvord,
Lott, Yoakum, and/or, in this case, the fictitious west-Texas town of
Acorn, are merely microcosms of their big-city counterparts. Filled
with the same bigotry, the same dysfunctional people and families, the
same jealousies, and fears, and prejudices, the same loves and hates.
People, it seems, being people, no matter where you find them.
Simolke's sixteen short stories, many of them with overlapping
characters and story-lines, providing beneath-the-veneer glimpses of
rural life that, if not as salaciously portrayed as in PEYTON PLACE
(which, after all, was just a small town), are expertly done by an
author who obviously knows the difference between "ironic" and
"iconic", with the daring-do to expose his readers to four-syllable
words like "nomenclature" and "aberration"- not to mention the likes of
"kleptomaniac werewolf multi-generation epic".
You want a literary look-see at what's going down in one of those towns
often mistaken for idyllic west-Texas boondocks? Then, Simolke's THE
ACORN STORIES is just the book for you.
Although, there are many people who think "the" definitive
"coming-out-in-rural-America" book is Ronald L. Donaghe's COMMON SONS.
That the book, originally published in 1989, is presently in its Fourth
edition proves that something about it "rings true" with a helluva lot
of people. Even I have to admit, already having confessed to being no
authority on the subject, that Donaghe's way with words, as regards
this particular thematic, comes across with a decided
been-there-done-that-got-the-T-shirt reality. Just the way he writes -
"He liked the clean sweat to roll down his back. When a short breeze
came up, he unbuttoned his Levi's to allow the air to dry the crack of
his butt where the sweat ran in rivulets. He stretched occasionally to
flex his abdominal muscles. When he stopped working, he was satisfied
that the border at the end of the furrows would hold the irrigation
water. It would collect at this end by mid-afternoon. Already, the
silver strands of the water in the furrows between the beds of tender
cotton plants were beginning to lengthen across the field."
- says to me that Donaghe has, at some time, stood in a real farmer's
irrigation ditches, monitoring their water flow, his Levi's unbuttoned
at their crotch. Likewise, his -
"The dance was held in the arts and crafts building, where school
children displayed their handiwork every October during the Fair and
Livestock Show. Around the inside wall of the old hangar, between the
partitions that usually divided the fair exhibits, tables were
beginning to fill up. The place was alive and noisy, echoing laughter
and talk high up in the old rafters; the only light came from the stage
where the band was tuning up. The drummer's erratic rhythms cut through
the noisy crowd echoing like gunshots in the wide space."
- conjures for me a picture of Friday-night rural America that seems
"just right".
As a matter of fact, as far as I'm concerned, nothing about COMMON SONS
comes across "out-of-kilter", not even the author's impassioned
depiction of religious intolerance, as regards homosexuality. Hinting
that Donaghe's own experiences with "the church" have been anything but
uplifting?
In the meantime, "my" feeble attempts to steer clear of the
ever-increasing criticism aimed at the gay publishing industry,
bemoaning it as too geared to big-city people, big-city problems,
big-city intellect - author insights into rural America, like those
supplied by Simolke and Donaghe being the exceptions, rather than the
rule - has been to provide my characters with other than West- and/or
East-coast origins [while, admittedly, as in my SS MANN HUNT (sorry,
can't help myself!) still plopping them down in more exotic (and more
familiar-to-me) locales, like the Brazilian jungle].
In that, if publishers (unlike individuals Simolke and Donaghe),
haven't yet realized that there's a vast gay population out there,
ensconced between the boundaries of the East Coast (New York City), and
the West Coast (Los Angeles / San Francisco), I have. And, any gay
author who wants to tap that potential had better start providing those
readers with something relevant to their lives and to their
life-styles, no matter how tenuous that "something".
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