
My Angel Hypothesis
by L.G. Morton II
Xlibris
ISBN: 1-4134-5900-5
Right out of the gate, the first comment that must be made about L.G.
Morton’s novel, My Angel
Hypothesis, is that it’s a deeply moving and truly
outstanding work, a tour-de-force of creative writing that leaves the
reader wondering, “Is this really a work of fiction, or is it
more?” It reads more like a real journal depicting one
man’s passage through life; in addition, there are striking
similarities between the author and the author’s character,
Andy. Since the author has presented his work as one of fiction,
the reader must accept it as such, and credit the book’s realism
and journalistic voice to the skills of the author. The bottom
line is that aside from piquing one’s curiosity, the book’s
status as fact or fiction doesn’t change the quality of this work.
My Angel Hypothesis,
chronicles Andy Martin’s awakening to his homosexual nature after
his loveless marriage ends in divorce, the sole reason for the marriage
having been his high school girlfriend’s pregnancy.
Although the marriage was contentious for both Andy and his wife, it
comes as a surprise for Andy when his wife files for divorce; he
flounders, devastated in its aftermath. Mulling over his options,
the strongest contender being suicide, a female co-worker entices him
out for a night on the town. Towards the end of the evening, they
enter a bar to use the restrooms, and when they do, life as Andy has
known it, ends. The bar he and his female companion have
inadvertently entered is a gay bar. To that point, Andy has not
consciously acknowledged an attraction to men, although we later find
out that the clues were there for him all along. In any event, on
this night, Tysin steps into Andy’s life. Young, handsome,
magnetic, he touches Andy on the shoulder, offers him a drink, and sets
in motion events that change the course of Andy’s life. Not
understanding what it is he’s feeling, what Andy does know is
that his attraction to Tysin is unlike any he’s experienced
before, and not least of all because Tysin is another man. The
attraction is an electric, sexually explosive, unfathomable experience
for Andy. He is besotted with Tysin who, although desired by
many, has chosen Andy. For this, Andy thanks what he calls the
good God, the God who orchestrates all positive things for Andy.
His natural counterpart is the bad God, who Andy comes to hold
responsible for all the pain and trauma he experiences in life.
This fractured way of seeing the world and God reflect Andy
himself. He is fractured by his desire to be a good father to the
son he loves, and his perception that he isn’t, by his desire to
be more giving to others and less concerned with his own well-being and
his inability to do so. He comes to see himself as a man who is
selfish and self-serving, hurting those around him, yet failing (or not
wanting) to change. He comes to equate himself as a doormat
before his realization that he’s gay, and then (he feels)
justifiably placing his own needs above others’ afterwards; he
doesn’t seem able to integrate his needs with the needs of
others. Not happy with himself, Andy continues on his course
nonetheless. Tysin is the love of Andy’s life and its sole
focus, the source of his deepest pain and his deepest joy; all else is
secondary.
From the outset, Tysin is an enigma. He lives haphazardly from
one day to the next, living in near squalor in a rented
apartment. He tends bar at the place where Andy finds him during
their first encounter, but can and does disappear for days and weeks at
a time, telling Andy that this is how he is, and that to be with him,
Andy must accept this. Tysin is more secretive than free-living,
and exhibits personality traits that Andy finds disturbing.
It’s understood by both of them that Tysin will leave Andy
someday, and that he will do so without notice. The dread of that
day weighs heavily on Andy, but he comes to accept it with an uneasy
peace and feeling of resignation. When he asks Tysin why he chose
him, Tysin explains that he is to be Andy’s teacher. The
implication is that his intention is to teach Andy how to love another
man, physically and emotionally, and he does indeed do this, but
there’s more depth to what he teaches Andy. Andy himself
doesn’t fully grasp this until years later. Placing himself
in the role of teacher, Tysin unexpectedly comes to realize that Andy
also has things to offer him that he wants and needs. Their
expected few weeks together become much longer. Tysin’s
seemingly magical appearance in Andy’s life combined with the
mystery surrounding him, and Andy’s awakening to who and what he
was destined to be, under Tysin’s tutelage combine to make Andy
believe that Tysin is, in fact, an angel. Although Andy knows
from the beginning that the day will come when Tysin will disappear
from his life, when the day comes, it’s a catastrophic blow of
such devastating proportions that even Andy could not have foreseen his
response.
Months later, Andy has accepted that he must move on with his life and
meets Marc. After a brief time dating, they move in together, and
if the electric chemistry that Andy and Tysin shared is lacking, the
life that Marc and Andy share is satisfying and comfortable--but
unequal. Marc is deeply committed to Andy and their relationship;
Andy is not. He’s still deeply in love with Tysin, whose
shadow is cast over the relationship between Marc and Andy. When
their relationship reaches a critical point and must either move
forward or end, Tysin suddenly reappears in Andy’s life, although
in a way Andy never envisioned.
Once again, Tysin is a catalyst for Andy’s growth. This
time it’s not Andy’s growth as a gay man, but simply his
growth as a man. Tysin’s return comes at a point in Andy
and Marc’s relationship when they’re at a crossroads;
again, Tysin becomes the vehicle for growth and change in Andy in ways
neither of them could have foreseen.
Whether this is, in fact, a work of fiction or autobiography, the
chronicle of one man’s awakening to his nature and his process of
coming to understand that that isn’t all there is to
becoming the man he ultimately wants to be is profoundly moving.
Revealing Andy’s flaws and foibles as well as his humanity
presents him as a multi-faceted, believable, and sympathetic
character. While Andy does not describe his view of the good and
bad aspects of God as ‘fractured,’ nor does he describe
himself in that way, his life is, in a sense, an effort to mend those
splintered parts, to see the grays in life, rather than in the
simplistic blacks and whites that he always has. Tysin is the
common thread that runs throughout it all and the catalyst who can make
all those fractured parts of Andy whole.
The only caveat that must be mentioned in this otherwise outstanding
work is that there are typographical errors throughout the book, and
while they aren’t glaring, they are a bit of a distraction.
In addition, the font size is extremely small, making it difficult to
read. That said, those are the only negative criticisms to be
made about My Angel Hypothesis,
and neither issue prevented a read-through from beginning to end in one
sitting; the story is so compelling that it overcomes the minor
difficulties found in the practicalities of reading the book.
Morton has crafted a deeply moving and thought provoking work with
multi-layered characters that lend credibility to My Angel Hypothesis. Readers
should be prepared for an honest and at times emotionally difficult
book to read. When the last page is turned, one comes to
understand that the rare angels who do indeed walk among us are beings
not so easily distinguished FROM us. Indeed, Morton quotes the
Hebrew Bible at the beginning of the book: “Do not forget to
entertain strangers, for by so doing some people have entertained
angels…”
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On Picking Fruit
by Arthur Wooton
iIniverse
ISBN 0-595-34607-3
On Picking Fruit
is a light, satirical work depicting Curtis Jenkins’ search for
love in New York City. The story opens with Curtis’s apparent
suicide attempt with an overdose of Beano. To meet the conditions for
his release from the hospital, Curtis must agree to enter into
counseling. Curtis’s best friend, Quinn Larkin, who has flown in
from Los Angeles to be at his friend’s side in his moment of
need, recommends his own therapist; Dr. Magna Tunick, an aging Polish
woman living on Manhattan’s Upper West Side. Curtis’s
mother and doctor endorse the choice and, with everything set in place,
the story takes off.
Quinn is Curtis’s best friend and foil, but their contacts are
limited mostly to phone conversations, since they live on opposite
coasts. Curtis’s mother hovers in the wings, coming into
Manhattan from the New York City suburb of Westchester to support and
nag at him, usually in embarrassing ways. She has boasted with pride
since Curtis’s birth that “My son is gay,” and in
this, as in many things, she lives firmly outside of convention. The
same can be said for Dr. Tunick. When Curtis answers the question Dr.
Tunick puts to him, asking him what is the thing most lacking in his
life, Curtis’s response is, “A man, first and foremost a
man.” To remedy this, Dr. Tunick has a set of instructions for
him; to date at least one man a week and report to him in two. To this
end, Curtis begins his dating quest.
The rest of the story depicts Curtis’s dating adventures as he
sets off on a deliberate search for the perfect man; as it turns out,
they’re all a succession of misadventures. Wooton’s wit and
humor make the story a funny, enjoyable read. There are several
laugh-out-loud passages, resulting as much from Wooten’s humor
and skill with words as Curtis’s story. He has boiled down a
compilation of everyone’s worst dates and made them
Curtis’s, although Curtis’s are, admittedly, a cut above
the average; they all easily qualify as exercises in the bizarre and
comical. Nonetheless, Curtis perseveres.
By the end of the story, we have learned some very surprising things
about Curtis’s mother and about Magda Tunick. We have seen the
comical worst of dating and the quest for a mate. Set in New York,
Wooten’s descriptions of the city and getting around in it are
accurate and realistic. On Picking
Fruit reads like a situation comedy, with character development
as it would be in a sit-com, more as symbolic representations, or
caricatures of real people. This is well suited for this book and moves
it along at a brisk, humorous pace. On
Picking Fruit is recommended for those looking for a funny look
at a serious matter, some easy laughs, and a comical take on seeking
the perfect man in New York City.
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